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| Talked to my Mom today. They found out they have to move ou tof their house by December 15th. My Dad I guess is trying to convince the bank to sell them back the house since they stopeed making payments when they found an underground river that goes through thier hose and causes major settling cracks in the home. So yeah don't know where they will be or end up doing yet but I feel for my parents and really my mother. She has only wanted to be able to settle in one place and my dad is a nomad. Emily and I finally had a day to spend together and catch up. We hadn't seen eachother in a year and two months which is to long when we don't live a days drive away from eachother. We went and saw couple's retreat and played in the bookstore. Ate and went and talked at Starbucks for several hours. It was good times. I miss my friend and I miss all my other friends I thought I had but they never put the effort into contacting me. I will try only for so long before I know that I am no longer wanted in thier lives and "lose" thier information. I'm contining to learn how to be a good wife. I have lots of help though. I subscribe to a daily tip called "the generous wife" and put my husband on "the generous husband". It has really helped us look at things differently and be grateful and loving to eachother. I believe that I have a wonderful husband that I feel so blessed to have in my life even if he doesn't believe it himself. | | |
| I feel accomplished for all that I got done today and all that I plan on doing for the rest of the day. I got Colt's vehicle cleaned and front window fixed, got bedding for mice/hamsters, got my eyes checked at walmart and got my contacts from Pearle Vision. Going to do some laundry, clean some of the house up and make some cookies yum! Maybe something else, don't know yet.
I feel loved by my husband my family and my cat.
I feel so worn out but that I am putting in time to eventually lead a more financially secure life. It's kinda crazy to think that even though I am married, I am not sure what is going to happen over the next years. It's not that we don't have a plan but that most of them are dependent upon what financially happens with us. That's kinda scary and yet at least I know that Colt is there with me through it all. | | |
| So this seems to be the last safe place to write. Not that the others are not but that there are way to many people that interact with me everyday and don't want to have to talk to them about whatever I want to write on here. So here I go...
I love my husband, truly and fully do. When I tell someone about him I get giddy, when I think about how he is mine forever I feel safe, he is the one for me in so many ways I am still learning more whenever I get a chance to spend time with him. He is my protector and provider of so much more than just what the "norm" is.
Which brings me next to my next subject God. I've never known a love quite like the one I have with my husband. It's so much more than anything I have experienced and God loves me more than that. It is really hard to fathom but I know it's true. Once again it's time to put in so time. Will have to figure out how but I know I can do it.
We now own 1 cat (Odin), 1 ball python (Damballah Wedo), 1 teddy bear hamster, 4 dwarf hamsters and a herd of mice (to feed the snake), the breeder mice are named Marduke and Lilith. Do you see a pattern in our animal names? I think I would be happy running a zoo but for now I have to keep to my small collection. I love animals!
Colt has officially hooked me on audio books. Which I am so thankful for because now the drive to and from work is not so bad and in fact there are times I don't even want to leave my vehicle, I just want to keep driving. Like when we drove to MO for his grandpas funeral, a 9 hour drive really wasn't long enough for me to finish the books we got. I really don't know what the joy or where the relaxation comes from in the simple pleasure of listening to a story. Maybe it's from our roots when humans could only tell stories to remember things without a written language. Of course in this digital age look how far we have come but I think it will be hard to be completely torn away from that basic instinct to hear/tell stories.
Started massage school and it's awesome just a long time to finish since I can only go half time. I will be finishing in December and will have to take the state exam but from there I will be doing something I have loved to do since I was little. Plus it helps that I have the support of my man. | | |
| We went to eat then went and voted. Next we went to a Fun Center and rode go-carts, played put-put and some games. Then we got movies and watched "Indiana Jones". I'm married and I went on a date! And it was a good one. We got to talk and work out some issues and spent some very good quality time together.
Being married is great. | | |
| Today my job search began. I sent out three resume's to places close to my current home. Plus I want to find a place where I can truly help people out. My current position does not allow me to bless people as much as I really want to. Where do I really want to work? Where I have always wanted to somewhere I can have fun, where I am valued, I can be creative, well paid and I believe I will find it and am praying that this next job move I can. I am comfortable enough where I am at to be picky enough to find what I need.
Marriage is great! Not to say it's all peaches and cream but all things work out in the end because both of us are involved and care about each other.
Our ferrets Murphy & Stylus fight and play and all-in-all are just ferrets that love to play and inspect everything! I really wanted to go and get some flying squirrels at the trades fair but I got called into work. :/ OH well guess have to wait till next week. | | |
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